Hopeless Days

I am trying to study my thesis. Mostly, it is hard to concentrate because I am disturbed some behaviours and speculations around me. I will never understand what the others want me. I did not anything to hurt them, I never talk behind them. I am a lonely, harmless girl. What do you want from me.

I already know the answer. I am very succesful every work what I have done. As a song lyrics says:

"The reward of victories is aloneness."

My god, please be aware of me...